It’s the funniest thing, but true. It is possible to recover a broken past by a form of healing prayer where you go back to the pain or the lie and you ask Jesus where he was when you were going through it (and there may be many of these events you will need to visit). It is surprising what you can discover. Usually, the best way to do this is to find a healing prayer ministry near you.
If you feel tied up as if you are in Ground Hog Day, repeating the same day over and over, then there are lies you are believing and you need to learn how to break agreements with them.
PS. God is crazy about you.